Second day Fuck Up

January 3, 2007 by Dave.

Honestly, I was actually doing reallly well. I didn’t call her all day or text her or nothing. Thought about her a lot and just tried to let it go. Of course that treatment is at a point where I’m stuck so that didn’t help. So I’m on line for some research (re: downloading porn again), when I check myspace page. Since she’s in my top 16 friends list, her icon is there and it says she’s on line. This NEVER happens. She’s on occasionally and that’s it. So I thought about it (maybe for too long) and against my better judgement, I IM’d her in myspace. I waited… no response. I look and she’s no longer on Myspace. Now she could have gotten off at the same time and it was a coincidence but I’m like driving myself nuts thinking maybe she jumped off BECAUSE I IM’d her. No idea. And of course since I need answers I try to call her. I hung up before she could answer (or her machine answered) but I still couldn’t even go through one day… well one day was last night.

And I’m still stuck on this treatment. No guarnatee it’s What a wonderful fucking day.

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